Finding Triggers

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by th3silent0ne, May 5, 2014.

  1. th3silent0ne

    th3silent0ne Well-Known Member

    Feed The Pain
    First Depressed, Then more so.
    Feeding The Pain, Feeling So Low.
    Motionless I fall, Slow.. Slow..
    Feed The Pain, I Need More.
    Hold Me Close, Sick To The Core.
    I Hurt So Bad, Injured And Sore.
    Out Stretched Hand, Walk On By.
    Feed The Pain, I Don't Know Why.
    Self Hatred, I cry.

    Why when I'm at my worst do I feed my pain?
    Why do I search for more triggers?
    Am I so messed up?
    Am I so pathetic?
    I want to hide in the cloak of darkness.
    And both be found and left to die.
    What is wrong with me?
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I understand your poem i do you are comfortable with those feeling hun that is why you want to feel them more I hope you find new supports for you hugs
  3. th3silent0ne

    th3silent0ne Well-Known Member

    I don't understand how that could be comforting for me.