Well the last of the few things really giving me hope are finished. I've seen the Dark Knight Rises (yes I know, a weak and loser reason to stay around but it was at least something). My commitment to football finished this past weekend when we lost in the semi finals. I drop my equipment off tomorrow night. And it took them a whole 19 days (even though they said it would take 30-60) to let me know that I did not get the electrician apprentinceship and pretty much my last hope at getting a career. I can't even get into a field that my father, uncle, grand father and great grandfather are and were all in. The only thing I really have left to finish is figuring out how I'm going to kill myself, which I'll probably just fail at anyways. I love being a born loser.