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...Name is Carl. Aged 22. Never thought it would come to this. Been feeling really down since the age of thirteen. Maybe because I remember stuff from my childhood that I should'nt. I have a loving family which I love to pieces but I know my life is done here. I know a lot of people ask the same question but what is that easiest and most painless way out?

<Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>

 

we aren't allowed to discuss methods here..this is a pro-life forum
stay and talk to us about why you want to do this?
have you had any help? therapy, meds, psychologist?

 

I think your family will be destroyed if you do leave like that You will have set them up for the same destiny as you then Pain and sadness. Therapy it does help you heal it is hard but worth it. Medication helps decrease these suicidal thoughts the sadness. Please write it all out okay it help giving a voice to the pain and sadness inside post vent it out but do it You are not invisible here we hear you and we care so please stick around a bit chat and get to know us okay

 

I just want to echo the posts above - stay and talk

 

Since you came to this forum, it means you want to live and need help. I'm a newbie here, therefore I can't really claim to know how this works here, but I'm 100% sure that WE can help you, at least in a way. Having someone to talk to, is the most important thing right now.

 

There is no easy, nor painless way. Suicide could never work that way, and the rate of failure for ALL methods is incredibly hard. Try and think, what would happen if you failed? Who would find you and take you to the hospital? How many people will never be able to look at you the same?

Are you getting any professional support?

Please, if you feel like you're at a really high risk to yourself get some immediate help, even if that means going to the emergency room; suicide IS a serious emergency!

 

It came to the point of a failed overdose. Stomach pumped etc. Advised to see specialists. Same old rubbish.

 

I hope you get the help you need Carl...
sounds like you've tried help before?
I hope this time it's the right help that suits you..

 

looking at the posts where people recount their attempts, it's becoming apparent to me there is no painless way.
has something specific triggered this? you say you've been feeling this way since 13 - why now? what has happened recently?

 

Talk okay let it out what is causing this. Your 22 so young so much future ahead of you Do not go down this path okay do not cause your loved ones the years of endless pain please What ever it is you need to talk with a professional a psycologist someone