Hi, I'm writing here 'cause I cut myself yesterday for the first time and I wanna do it again. I know I should not and that's why I did'nt do it again yet. But I'm feeling so sad and lonely that I'm not really sure of what I can do. I guess I'm writing here to find some support 'cause I feel like nothing's worth to hold on to... I didn't understand before how it was possible to feel better after cutting yourself but now I do, though I still have the apprehension of the rasor blade.