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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by sadkt, Nov 2, 2010.

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  1. sadkt

    sadkt New Member

    i'm not sure if anyone else feels this way...

    ever since i was little, no matter what's going on in my life good or bad, i feel like i was never supposed to be here. i've been depressed all my life, never wanting anything other than to just not exist.

    i'm on a few anti-depressants and anxiety megs. the best i feel is hyper and silly for a few hours at a time. my doctor says the meds will make me THINK DIFFERENTLY, i don't know if i believe it. i had a normal childhood, good self confidence, my situations, my environment have no grip on how i feel. and still i would choose not to exist over anything in the world, no matter how "amazing" my life was.

    every time have a bath i want to drown, every time i cross the street i WISH to get hit. it's just so hard to live.
     
  2. StevenSiew

    StevenSiew Well-Known Member

    Er? How old are you?
     
  3. sadkt

    sadkt New Member

    does it matter?
     
  4. StevenSiew

    StevenSiew Well-Known Member

    yes, advice given to a teenager is different from advice given to a fifty year old adult.
     
  5. sadkt

    sadkt New Member

    i'm 24
     
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