Hello everyone. It's hard for me to introduce myself to the communities but hell... Let me give a try. My name is Rocco(Pronounced as Roh-kas for your information) I am 19 years old. I am from Lithuania(A country close to Poland) I smoke I drink I used to hurt myself(Burn and cut scars on my body is embarassing...) The problem is... I do not trust myself and I can't trust the others. Tried to suicide at the age 17(Just before my 18 birthday) but 'luckily' to me I've failed. So yeah... All I need is support and believe that I can change for better. Thank you.