Ok, Hello, I'm guessing I should intro. I've been contemplating for, well since I was 16 I guess, so around 17 years. Usually I could always find something to distract myself,something worthy in life. confide in friends and family.. But now I'm all alone, and so I need to chat to people that hopefully wont judge me too harshly, or if they do, I can see past the judgement to the core of whats being said, so I can learn from it. So, I'll lurk from time to time, hopefully add some good advice to help others what I've been through, and hang in there. ciao for now..