today. a strange, actually not so pleasant experience. It was the most open I've ever been to anyone. I said things I'd normally take to the grave. Kind of confronting. But he did manage to point out a consistency between the various problems i'm experiencing, a kind of pattern so to speak. It seems I'm the neurotic type. Only going to see him again when i have some more money. Yurgh I really don't feel good at the moment. But maybe it's a step forward to seek help for myself.