A simple cut in the flesh just a razor blade nothing impressive doesnt make a mess. You want so much more pressing deeper yet cant barely get any blood out you wat the gore. Steal a new blade a carpenter's knife sharp enough to suprise enjoying the new pain want to see what it can do want to see if you can die press hard, hard as you can if only i you knew. i heard the crackle of my flesh ripping and then the pop my face was probabally laughable. It started squirting shocking amounts of red endless scarlet trails minded more than the hurting. it terrified me just so much blood i wanted to die but im so weak. i made up that lie haha, a glass picture? how would i fall so? yet i still want to try i need these cuts i cannot stop them i hate myself for it i know nothing but. I have done it a few times now i know how to doctor them clean the blood up its just so foul i wish i could stop ive tried the fight but whenever i reach near the top.... i start to slide. Thanks to the admin thats here for me tonight, made me remember there are ways to let it out that arent on my skin. i was planning on tearing my arm up tonight, but youve given me the inspiration for a little more fight.