Hi new to this. Have had a history of depression for many years but am at my lowest. Got married in May for the second time and she had left. Having hated my first wife they are now friends and I am being demonised by them to fell good about an aggressive divorce and now am being kept away from both sets of children. I don't have the strength left to fight the divorce and two custody battles let alone the money. I'm self employed and feeling that after 20 years of being in the health care profession I just can't hear anybody else's problem. Just don't know how to go on. People keep saying it will improve but the situation is deteriorating by the week along with my mental fortitude.