MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING Although I guess the word 'trigger' is triggering for some people. Like me. Now since I've been diagnosed with clinical depression I have been, I guess, self harming. I wouldn't do it so that it would actually pierce the skin, but would leave a mark. Si has been on my mind for at least 2 weeks, non stop. I have had dreams about it and can't stop thinking about it. But last night, was my actual first time of cutting. And I felt relieved and a lot better. Now, today, I feel like crap to say the least. You can see it and there is no way I can cover it up completely, as I have a uniform that I need to wear. I've only told one person about have I've been these past days, and he understands, but I don't know how to tell anyone else. I don't think I can. Distractions don't distract me, and I can't stop doing it. The thing is, I can't tell people becasue I would seem like I'm attention seeking. I'm sorry, I just needed to get it off my chest. Is there any way I can somehow make it easier to tell someone?