Fuck, a little under 24 hours ago I self harmed and I haven't self harmed in nearly two years. Now all I want to do is more. I want to cut till I bleed so bad. I'm in such pain, not from the cuts, but from depression. The cuts hurt so good. I feel I've let myself down unfortunately, because it's been two years since I self harmed. I thought I was stronger than this. I thought I can hold on without SH. I guess I was wrong.