Im new to this section, usually just post in the 'let it out' sub-forum. Basically a few days ago i got some bad news and I didnt know how to handle it so cut myself. I don't know what possessed me to do it but i was upset and harmed myself. Weirdly enough after i had done it, i liked the way my wrist looked with the marks. I stared at myself in the mirror after, weirdly admiring it. I'm sorry if this offends people but its how i felt at the time. Now i'm worried because i have the urge to do it again and oddly enough am looking forward to doing it again. is there anyone here that can empathise ?