Tomorrow is my first session with a therapist. I am really nervous, almost to the point of cancelling my appointment. (At this point I am trying so very hard not to cancel.) I HAVE to go, I HAVE to get better, I have to live, I am and will continue to fight. I have to, it is not my time to die, I know it is not. Can you tell me what to expect? My son is going with me, imagine that my grown son is going to hold his mom's hand!!!