Not sure where this goes. I found a hobby that helps stem some anxiety. Aquarium keeping. It's very soothing to watch fish go about their life. It took lots of time learning, which was a welcome break from boredom. Learning about diferent species, diferent styles, keeping plants, checking water chemistry. It's designing a world really. Having so many lives depend on you to do basic things everyday, it's hard to ignore. Granted it's hard when things come up, but it's good to have an issue you can fix. There's always improvements, mantienece, new styles, new fish, new tanks. But it's been very rewarding. I love my fish, and seeing them cluster the glass to say hi never gets old. It took lots of planning, and work. But, I created something no one else has. That's the real draw. Think of the plan, get the supplies, get your fish settled, then buy another betta. Those faces are just unfair.