I finally made up my mind to try again, but this time won't be a botched fuckup kind of attempt, I've got it down pat. I'm totally alone in life, and the worst part is that I don't know how to be any other way. I knew I'd get around to leaving a suicide note here :biggrin: didn't think I'd last this long though. Well I'm going to go huddle in the dark and watch anime like the freak I am, surrounded by people who hate me in Alabama. Wish me luck when I get my hands on the materials for my "method."