Not this site by the way. Another site I recently decided to join for my Social Anxiety. If anybody has read my recent diary entries on here, I mentioned that I was leaving that site because I noticed there were quite a few bad apples & barbaric behavior being taken place. Well.. I was stupid enough to try the site out again & even more stupid to use my picture as my avatar. Sure enough I got pissed off yet again by smart asses that seem like most of everyone else in this world that harshly judge people. I even started questioning to myself "Do some of these people even have Social Anxiety or do they consider just not liking people a form of it cause they're being very judgmental". Then I replied to a "compliment the person above you" thread.. Also a big mistake cause I hate people saying something about my pictures. I noticed that there was a notification that someone replied a few minutes after me. I clicked to see what it said and their post had been deleted. I don't know if they insulted me & a moderator deleted the insult or they said something odd about me that wasn't acceptable to the site. We're not able to delete our posts so it had to be one of those 2.. The person that posted that deleted post even visited my page by what my visitors box said.. Last but not least I had someone pointing me out about a post I made about blushing a lot. They really made me feel like garbage with some of the things they said. I don't think they were trying to be mean but it sure sounded that way the first few sentences.. Especially aiming that at me out of all those people. I'm sorry if I sound vulnerable but that just pissed me off & hurt me at the same time.. The fact that I'm pointed out & made fun of on a support site has really got me upset. Am I just not acceptable to people or something? This is the only site I've never been judged & pointed out on. Ugh... Why is it always me!? ALWAYS ME DAMMIT! That "Oh I bet you're fine" shit I hear at first from most people is always a load of BULL. I could probably become a billionaire by making bets if people will like me or not. OH! About that site.. Did I mention that all most people do on there is advertise tricks to getting rid of social anxiety in 1-2 days that don't actually work? I mean seriously.. WHAT THE HELL!? I'm extremely ashamed to have Social Anxiety now cause apparently a lot of assholes have it to. I posted an official goodbye sentence to the site & some of the responses were "Bye. Nobody will miss you I'm pretty sure".