I'm having disturbing flashbacks on my last attempt and I'm getting really emotional and having anxiety attacks. I'm not suicidal, but I wish I could go somewhere that have people trained to deal with people like me who are survivors but need to process their experiences safely. I don't know if I should call the crisis line because usually all they care is if I'm suicidal or homicidal. If I say neither, they will not help me. I have a long weekend and can't get support from my counselors. I feel so overwhelmed with thoughts and visions and I don't know what to do. Any ideas?