Hello everyone! As I look back to my past entries, I notice the ups and downs that I go through. Some entries are positive and some are negative. I think my mood fluctuations are from being bipolar and I hope you all understand that I am still struggling with my mental illness, and that I have my good days and my bad days...just like many of us in the forum. So please forgive me if I sound inconsistent, but I'm still trying to do my best. I wish all of you the best too.