I'll start off with a line from a favorite song of mine: I book this room at this place called the Last Resort All my bags are packed I got my jacket and my passport and a first-class ticket to the afterlife you dig me? I tried to give it time. Not just with everything that's happened this past year, but everything since I've started feeling this way 15 years ago. I tried to be hopeful and have faith that one day this all will pass. I really tried. I tried to be good. I tried to always do the right thing. I just can't seem to do anything right. I don't want think I have the patience or fortitude to do another 15 years in hopes that things will change for the better. Why keep putting in time and effort into something that isn't going to get better. It's time to fold my cards. I've booked a flight to San Francisco. I can't wait! The best decision I've made in my life.