I'm so sick and fucking tired of no one caring no one gives a fuck about anyone else. Everyone in my life is so fucking absorbed in revenge and loving themself, I'm so sick and tired of this world today. Its so fucking hard to find something worth my death. I wish I could just get it over with and take a bullet for a child or burn up in a building or some shit but every day it seems like more and more people are just loseing their shit and fucking killing so people will care. I wish people loved others. Instead we all just love ourselves. Fuck every time I see the ocean I think about swiming, just swiming away, just fucking swim till I die so no one can have my body maybe my family would wake the fuck up thean, probably not seeing how easily my brother was forgoten. I just want to die for a reason because I'm so tired of not having a reason to live.