It's odd to think that anything positive could actually go my way but it seems lately that things might be looking up. I say might just in case things should slip and falter. I have faith though that even if they do I'll pick myself back up, dust myself off, and carry on fighting. Positives: Job offers Old boyfriend got back in contact Possible new boyfriend in the future(not the ex he's married) Car is getting set up Lost 11 lbs in 2 1/2 weeks Going to gym soon been writing up a storm been taking new and amazing photos making plans to go to florida and to UK hopefully by end of year. Gotta visit a few people. etc. etc. Life is odd sometimes. You never know what might come your way if you just smile. It's a beautiful day...go out and smell the fresh air. It's nice. really nice.