Which I'm sure isn't many. I wont make anymore threads I promise. This is my last. I'm tired of the suffering. I'm buckling under it. Two of my closest friends oded...and it snapped something inside of me. I'm planning on ending it, and this is in all seriousness. This is not for attention or some dramatic plea. I honestly want to close my eyes and never wake up. I'm waiting until I hear word about my friends, whether they are okay or not. Now that could be tomorrow or a few weeks. Who knows. I'm sorry for all the trouble and drama I caused.