My life has been destroyed. Some of it due to self-chosen isolation and some of it due to the risks of life / lady-luck. I cannot and will not continue living like this nor is there anything from my life that is salvageable. I have two options. A) Die B) Move, start a new job, make new friends, find/develop new family, and build a life. I have planned and nearly prepared for A) and naturally its not the most attractive option. For B), I have the resources to make it happen, but I cannot do it alone. I need friends to do it with. If there is anyone in the same boat then please let me know (it doesn't matter how little or many). Perhaps we can all do B) together.