for no reason

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Morgana, Sep 9, 2013.

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  1. Morgana

    Morgana Well-Known Member

    i'm suicidal for no reason. -blinks- it's like i woke up this morning, i was fine, and then a few hours later, i became overwhelmed with the desire to step into the middle of the sun.

    ...and the best part is how it's suicide prevention week this week.

    this is really annoying, though, and makes me wish i was on medication because i have no fecking reason to be suicidal and yet i am anyway and feel like a gigantic worthless failure of a human being and like falling in a black hole would be infinitely preferable to life. i don't like this. :<
  2. emily83

    emily83 Well-Known Member

    i hope the feelings go away

    has this happened before?

    what did you do to get round it
  3. Morgana

    Morgana Well-Known Member

    thank you. <3

    no, is the weird thing. i've never been suicidal just out of the blue before. there's always been some sort of preceding reason, even if that reason was small. :/

    i mean, i know i'm not going to act on it? at least for now? but that's not really much of a comfort. ^^;
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hope you can talk to your doctor today could be medical reasons why you are so low get a medical done let your doctor know
  5. Morgana

    Morgana Well-Known Member

    i don't have a doctor right now. :S

    i know a therapist i want to see, but getting in to see him is probably going to take months.
  6. Morgana

    Morgana Well-Known Member

    :S can't help but think how hilariously ironic it would be to commit suicide this week.

    ffff. :S brain, stop that at once. :(
  7. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Therapist cannot diagnose you you need to go to a walk in clinic then and get a medical doctor to do some blood test to rule out any medical reasons w hy you are so depressed could be thryroid problems low hemoglobin and so much more you need to get checked out
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