im not well right now. I just feel so bad. Ive been depressed for so long now its absolute agony. I dont enjoy anything, nothing brings me happiness anymore. I live in a fog of despair and apathy. It crushes my very being.
everything is crashing down around me. this pain will never end. It will stay with me until i die a wretched lonely death. I think i may attempt tonight. that would be nice. such a relief. im sorry if im not making much sense but im a bit overcome at the moment. overcome with the despair of life, with the knwledge that im such a resounding failure. All i can hope for now is the courage to pull the trigger. thats all i need...
everything is crashing down around me. this pain will never end. It will stay with me until i die a wretched lonely death. I think i may attempt tonight. that would be nice. such a relief. im sorry if im not making much sense but im a bit overcome at the moment. overcome with the despair of life, with the knwledge that im such a resounding failure. All i can hope for now is the courage to pull the trigger. thats all i need...