For the record, I am a ****, a bastard, a fucking dickhead, a drunk (but don't be fooled in thinking I'm drunk now, I haven't had a drink) and fucking patronising lazy shit. I'm an attention seeker. ME? I don't have a fucking problem, no fucking stress, not fucking mad at all. I'm just a fucking odd little attention seeker. Exactly fucking that. I'm the biggest bastard in Ireland you'll ever have the misfortune of fucking talking to. I am a fucking loner, I am a fucking angry bastard that will fucking make you hate me and i'll enjoy making you hate me. I like being alone, I like living in my own wee fucking world. I can sit here and play solitare all fucking day to shitty ass music that should have been fucking stopped before it got to the public but I don't give a fuck. I like it anyway. I can not talk to anyone for days or weeks on end and live in my own wee imagination. I DO NOT FUCKING CARE. Okkk people, say it along with me BARRY DOES NOT FUCKING CARE. Well thank you group. I feel we have -really- done some good with our therapy session today. I hope you all join us next week, same bat time, same bat channel (insert shitty weird jaws copying crap batman theme music) Just leave me alone in my own world, I don't need people, friends, family, hugs, bloody 'life partners'. I just need to be left in my own wee world so I can dwell on my own madness, laugh at myself, talk to myself, fucking replay my life over and over and over and over and over in my mind. Day in day out. I do not want to get better. I do not need to get better I need to be left in my own world. Someone make me a KEEP OUT YE BASTARDS - BEWARE OF THE MIDGET PADDY sign Have a nice day now. :wink: Oh and p.s From writing this I also realize i'm a hyporit aswell :biggrin: Rock on Springfield.