Hello, I am PseudoFaux, the one without a façade. You may call me Nil... Nil Faerneux, because that name is a good representation of who I am. I value some beliefs found in Christianity, though I am not a Christian; I value some concepts of Taoism, but I am not a Taoist, Just as I support some customs of Buddhism, while I'm not a Buddhist. I hate writing, though I plan to write a story, I dislike sticking out, but I dream of becoming famous, And I value isolation, although I've wanted a life partner. My life is now worthless to me. All I can hope for is to be useful to someone else. In person, I have no façade. People generally use a façade to protect themselves from emotional harm. It acts as a filter - only very few can get through to the actual self. People tend to feel threatened when coming into contact with raw emotion. The result is predictable. Due to this, my positive face is very minimal, while my negative face is always being threatened. I use many bald approaches due to this. I apologize if it may come across as impoliteness. According to the Sapir-Whorf hypothesis: mind, world, and language are interconnected; a change in one will likely change the others. In my case, my world had taken a direct attack, which affected my mind, and is perceptible through my language. On the world note, I have previously been a semi-common user of this forum. The conclusions I have created seem accurate, but I will not announce them publicly due to those whose pride it may affect.