I got tired of people assuming they knew me on the internet and in real life so I made a blog recently. http://apegasus.livejournal.com/ It's a lot safer than trusting certain people with my situation. Maybe after this people will stop making stupid assumptions about me or diagnosing me. This is for a few friends here who have taken time to get to know me the last year and you will know who I am when you start reading my blog. And hopefully you'll know what it meant to me to have such valuable friends. Anyway it doesn't matter if you know who I am or not but I wanna list and thank you all. Uggg! The list might give me away to those who can't see my IP. But anyway don't say anything if you know who I am. So hopefully this will be a good gift to you for Christmas. Some of you should be getting cards also. So here goes: Justaguy PoisonSoph Alex Carolyn (you helped me through some terrible and frightening times.) Lucy Livelife Ester Isa Sarah Sarah 2 Jodi Liz Xybil Resistance Those who are not on any of the forums but helped me in real life....had faith in me, trusted me, believed me, supported me, helped me, gave me advice....so much has been offered. And I hope I didn't forget anyone. Love you all!!!!!! May you all have a Chirstmas filled with happiness.