For the past three years or so, I've been on 300mg Effexor, 150mg Seroquel, 4, then 6, then 12mg/day Klonopin, and 30mg Percocet a day...most for my head, a bit for the rest of me. Last week, I was discontinued from everything. I was sent to a 'specialist' who determined in 40 minutes that the other doctors for the last 17 years were wrong, and I didn't need to be on meds, so she cut me off, just like that. It's been four days now, and I can't sleep, I can't eat, I can't make it out of my house, and I'm hallucinating (not like fun hallucination, but events and people from my past that hurt me come back, and I can't tell where I am sometimes). According to the doctor, this is fine. I don't feel very fine. Every time I flash back, I'm afraid I won't make it out. I can't go to the hospital, cuz that's where this 'specialist' was from. What am I going to do? I feel like they are trying to push me to hurt myself...a week ago, I didn't want to, but now I need to have this end.