Can someone talk me out of this? i know that each day your alive is a victory, and suicide is a bad thing, but i feel forced to kill myself before i hit 17. i feel that if i hit 17 and do suicide, people wont miss me.. Just so my parents can brag to their friends they had a son who killed himself when he was 16. I know i have a really weird way of thinking, but i have really made up my mind on this, and i dont like it, becuase im happy for every day that i get to live. This has nothing to do with my problems im suicidal, its just somthing i dont want to think about. Someone please brainwash me to stay here, because im 100% going through with this.