Bad month all round, latest blood tests says I am serious ill. Doctors have no reason why I am ill again. Sunday nite did 13 sleeping tablets and was asleep for over 30 hours. Today I told my parents I no longer wish to live any more.And they are no longer caring about me and they want me gone. I kind wanted to thank all the people that have given me advice on this website. And to wish all those in pain and hurting right now to find peace and happiness in their lives. For me it is time to disappear and I hope I can get a UK section 2 and get admitted to a secure mental hospital and try and get the help I really need. If I survive a suicide attempt. My head is so messed up right now. Feel so alone and empty and my choices are very limited.