forget it.

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by mdmefontaine, Feb 10, 2009.

  1. mdmefontaine

    mdmefontaine Antiquities Friend

    just forget it. whatever. useless useless useless.
    god seems to only want me to have a life of nothingness and i am just not willing to submit to a life of apathy , being ignored, and, one of no passion (note. if he were kind he'd just take me out and get it over with ) but no
    i am sure i am here to serve a purpose and learn. (learn. gee god, thought i HAD learned)
    today sucks. just sayin
  2. smk

    smk Well-Known Member

    apathy oxidizes the spirits, its neutral and guarded, rather dull.

    although when ever i experience a rush of passion it's usually the onset to an episode of depression, so i hold back and hold to a constant line, but i get bored.

    what do we do?

    i want to feel a bout of elation, dance and laugh in remarkable's difficult...

    what do you aspire to? that makes you sigh with delight, am sure we all must have such an illusion, otherwise we wouldn't feel the way we do.
  3. Sam2009

    Sam2009 Member

    Oh hun I'm sorry you feel so bad. Check in with me soon, getting worried that it has been 12 hours!

    Just know that everyone is here to help you get through it
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hello hun,

    I'm sorry you're having just a bad day :( Remember when life seems 'that' bad,it can only get better :hug:

    Hang in there!! we are here for you