Not sure if I should write this here. Not sure if I should write it anywhere. I really think I should go... for myself, for everyone here, for everyone in my life. I really think it would be better for me to do so. I will not go into all the details as to why, because I really have come to realize my thoughts and feelings are non-important... which is also why I am not sure I should be writing this anywhere. I have also come to realize that writing my thoughts and feelings only opens me up for others to hurt me further and that if I open myself up I am both allowing and inviting that hurt in so I have no right to complain about it, therefore, I truly do not wish to open myself anymore. I am sorry to those of you I have hurt. I do not like hurting other people, I often try to help... though sometimes that ends up hurting rather than helping I guess. Anyway, I am sorry to have brought my pain here.... please, just forget me.