The internet....right now, at this time-period in my life I'm spending most of my time on the internet. But I try to make people laugh and it turns into a fight! Is it me???????????????????? Must be.........I really thought that it was funny. So I'm a "typical stupid american" there. Also at one of my favorite forums I've created controversy by jokin around, which I never wanted. It's back-fired on me, this thing called the net. I'm a live-in sitter for someone who never leaves home..........there's nothing else I can do right now, except spend my free time alone & I refuse to! Can't bring any people I meet here....can't stay gone long...can't even leave without good reason...I'm doomed. I feel horrible....I LMFAO at the jokes but no one gets them, or they're misinterpreted misunderstood & I look bad for ever even tryin to do good????????????????????? :ohmy: :huh: :blink: 
