After all the near death experinces I have had, I pretty much have made up my mind how, when the time comes. If I don't make since talking it's because my doc changed my meds. The one med I am on is making me hallucinet,Rapid heart beat, itching all over, and having a hard time focusing. I have been trying to get his nurse to return my calls. No damned good, I quit taking them. I ended up to day sleeping all day. I am still seeing things but I know it is the meds and not something real. I guess I will have to go down there and ask to see her in person...I hate when people ignore you. Take Care..:chopper:..