What would One do if everything for sure has come to an end; I have been up, down, side to side, and all around this world to be trying to find what's "missing" in my life... And to be honest this site really doesn't (hasn't) helped all that great. Maybe it's me, but like I'm trying to say that I had a strong realization reflecting on and contemplating my own life. I don't like it matter of fact I honestly feel dead inside! Becoming dead for good may be infact what's missing. I'm not seeking anyones pity; just saying maybe all I'm missing has been said.