And it sucks. It seems that just by talking to my mom things get fuzzy and mentally toxic. I had a conversation with her a few minutes before my 7 o clock class, and spent 40 minutes of said class crying in my seat, thinking how worthless I am. I eventually left because it was getting worst and just sat outside crying it out. Im just getting home, I feel like crap and feel severely emotionally drained. Constantly being told to change without the lest bit of advice as to how doesnt make me feel better, it makes me feel like shit because for some reason I cant and Im sick of it.