My hard drive has crashed. They says it's unrecoverable. I have lost four-five months worth of work because I haven't done a full back up in ages because I'm an idiot. I've lost all of my assignments and all of my class notes for every single one of my classes for the entire semester, and I'm smack in the middle of finals crunch period. I have no idea what I am going to do. My grades had already fallen astronomically compared to previous semesters. I have lost every bit of poetry and all other creative pieces from the last five months. Every picture I have taken, gone, which is made especially awful by that fact that my impaired memory means that they were one of the few things that could trigger my brain and make me remember forgotten things. And I have the flu. And I'm still crazy. Life is a bag of shit.