I hate doing what i do. Some 'gift' this is. Jesus, i swear i got all the shitty stuff from my mum, arthritis, stomach problems, wide feet and this. I've been doing this since i was one and it never gets old. Most people i tell are like wow, thts pretty amazing, well no scrap that. Most people i tell are sceptical and iv lost many a friend through telling them. The few that do believe me are like 'wow, thats awesome.' Uh, hello. FUCK NO! You do it for eighteen fucking years and tell me if you think it's awesome then. And it's never gonna end. My mom can still do it,and does do it. So i'll be doing this the rest of my live long days. Oh joy i think not! I wish i had a friend who could really help me with this, someone who would believe me, and help me out. Dave tries but he's too nosy, sometimes i need someone to understand but not ask questions. God i hate it so much.