I am going to get right to the point: A girl that has been attacking me for four years was in one of my classes today. I completely lost it, and ran out of the room. She has hurt me so badly, and after seeing her, and dealing (errr, not so much dealing), with the insults and comments she made about me (today), the thoughts of suicide have returned. I know how silly it is, but I don't see the point. I need to snap out of this, but I'm just so shaky and cold. Everything has gone wrong, I really am not sure what this all is. Life is too hard, I keep getting stabbed in the back. I keep telling myself that the end isn't the answer, but it really is, isn't it?