freedom for me and my family. joining my brother in the soil but i won't be there i'll be free. just the carcass like that of a animal. my family are going to be sad for a while but I know the pain gets easier 'cause I don't grieve for my brother that much in the last few years at. my beautiful son and his innocent eyes, my younger son with all that promise. my daughter who is just spectacular. They will be free from financial and social humiliation. I have the perfect get out. watch the irish papers tomorrow and feel free techies to release all my posts/threads. my life has ultimately failed but i can give some normality to my family, that's my ultimate triumph. FUCK THIS WORLD IT'S FULL OF MORONS. dying with a picture of my family to take forever that's what I'm leaving this world with, it's very comforting that i have them to go with.