Howdy All, I was just locked up in the hospital psych ward for the past week and a half for cutting into my wrists (deep cuts) - I didn't bleed out enough, they stopped bleeding after I passed out. I lied to get out of the hospital - I told the doctor I wasn't suicidal anymore. I have an overwhelming feeling to cut my wrists or try my hand at my jugular vein/carotid artery (the place on the neck where they take the pulse, whatever it is). I am not sad. I just wish to end my existence. In the long run, humanity will not survive, so what point is there in continuing on? We all die - some people think they will be immortal in memory - but no one can be immortal, we are all forgotten at some point. I feel death would liberate me from a life of suffering, no pain, no thought, no memory, just sweet non-existence.