If I were to write about my previous relationships (TWO during 5 years) I could do so for another 5 years - just writing. So briefly; These two relationships were very diferent from each other. Begining with the looks of these guys, music taste, fave cuisine, money in their pockets, being shy/confident, ending on that. I even wonder how was it possible to fell in love with two opposite in everything men. First one ended when I found out he was constantly cheating on me. Not excactly then since I would forgive him twice. The second was much more mature. We lived together, payed our bills, decorate the house, do the usual stuff, never had trust issues neither from him nor me except for one incident when I read few of his emails sent to his ex. Not to bore anyone (if anyone is still reading ) We both decided to end it. Passion died few months before, I got bored being only one to do the groceries and gaining his complaints about me. I just can't imagine going thru that again. Giving all of me just for a short-termed "love". Is it still love if it can't last between the two for more than 3 years? Do I really have to write about me, what I like, what I been doing in the past, what I wanna do to another guy and HOPE that he would be the last one to hear my same old story? And yes - I can't imagine living alone. And I am "only" 21.