Long story short: My friend has posted MySpace blogs about committing suicide soon. She's posted them a few times and one evening I actually drove to her house, freaking out that I may lose a close friend. I came to comfort her and I felt like she threw it in my face (thus making my suicidal want worse). I told her that the guy she's wanting to kill herself over was really not worth it and that he had treated her badly. She agreed and later she was talking about how she always gets with the bad guys. I had her to calm down and she was just talking about experiences she had with people. She said something to the affect of, "...even my friends are losers. I only have the loser friends because they can't be friends with the popular kids so they settle for second best--me..." I blew it off like I didn't hear her (though she talked about it for like 5 minutes) but driving home I felt pathetic. I just felt like trash. I'm worthless to her? Driving to comfort her at 11 at night was not enough to show friendship? Am I really that much of a loser? Well, a few weeks have passed and she's calmed down with the suicide. Today I log into MySpace and find she's posted ANOTHER blog saying that after this weekend she's going to do it. I'm in a terrible situation now. I do not want her to harm herself but I do not want to be belittled any more by her. I fear reaching out to her now. I don't know how to handle this issue now. She actually threw me into depression a little deeper for a little while--it really hurt that she said that, especially with me sitting right there. What do I do now? :dunno: I can't just leave this issue alone and say I hope she doesn't do it...but I can't just shove myself in that predicament again where I'm pushed into a dark suicidal hole. It's like I'm either giving to her and taking from me or taking from her and giving to me. Do I want to be alive and well or do I want her to be alive and well? Suggestions anyone?