I told my friend how depressed i am...how i wanted to cut myself...slit my wrists...she hasnt been there for my lately...but...tonight she said she had to help her friend put up a shower curtain and that shes be back in 5 minutes...40 minutes later she got back on...and told me she got something to eat...she made me wait...crying...sad...lonely for 40 minutes...so she could have a midnight snack...is it me...or is something wrong with that? after that...after my "best friend" did that to me...i think i need to kill myself...theres obviously something wrong with me if no one wants to help me.