Friends thinking I'm fake

Discussion in 'Let it all out...' started by resistance, Sep 18, 2006.

  1. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    As some of you may know I've been really ill these past few days. I was on the verge of calling out the emergency doctor and I honestly thought I'd end up in hospital. I thought people would understand and would actually be supportive but instead some people, who I used to call friends are thinking I made it up. It hurts and at a time I needed them most they were not there for me and it just goes to show who real true friends are. For the first time in ages I've seen my dad worry over me so much he was going to call out the doctor or get an ambulance, and believe me that is something of a rare thing especially of late because my dad has shown very little positive interest in me, normally it is him who is giving me crap. I'm truely shocked to hear people saying they thought I made it up, they couldn't be more far from the truth and as much as it hurts, I've learnt I can't trust people and I can't let them into my heart because it always ends up in hurt.
     
  2. wienerman

    wienerman Guest

    hun, you can trust people you just need to choose wisely who to trust. i am sorry that these people have treated you badly, you are a wonderful person and deserve better treatment. :hug::hug::hug::hug::hug: i am so glad that you feel better now in terms of health.
     
  3. resistance

    resistance Staff Alumni

    I can't trust people, I've had enough of being let down and I keep saying it but I really do believe living a life without friends can be much less painful than leading a life with friends.
     
  4. Scarred-angel

    Scarred-angel Member

    There seems to be this entire section of people in life who simply use you for their own ends and are never really there for you, even when their listening their deaf to your cries, I'm sorry you've had to know people like that I know exactly how you feel, I've been there way too many times and it stinks.
     
  5. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Hun, you can trust some, but you have to be very careful and observe the person for a while be for giving trust, but give a little bit at a time.........there are good people out there, it's just the bad people make it hard for the good people who would be great friends.



    Remember, I am here for you forever sweetie........I've missed you. :hug: :hug:
    :flowers:



    I love ya,
    Carolyn.