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Sorry for ranting but I'm just fed up no need for replies
Seems that all anyone sees me as is someone to take everything out on (I don't mean anyone on this forum, just people IRL). I do EVERYTHING that I can to be there for my friends, I'd give up anything for them, do anything for them, but sometimes I need someone to talk to as well. I don't mean to sound selfish (although I guess I am) but I try to be strong, try to support people, and sometimes I'm just not strong enough. I care so much about people, but isn't friendship meant to be a two-way thing? Aren't they meant to be there for you as well when there's something you need to talk about. SOMETIMES I NEED SOME SUPPORT AS WELL. Yeah i'm selfish and yeah i'm too scared to ask for it most of the time, but I TRIED TO THIS WEEK, told you i needed to talk, told you i needed someone. But i'm not worth your time am i? Not worth the effort. I'm just here if YOU need something. And that's still the case, always. I'll always be here. I just wish that i meant as much to you as you do to me
Seems that all anyone sees me as is someone to take everything out on (I don't mean anyone on this forum, just people IRL). I do EVERYTHING that I can to be there for my friends, I'd give up anything for them, do anything for them, but sometimes I need someone to talk to as well. I don't mean to sound selfish (although I guess I am) but I try to be strong, try to support people, and sometimes I'm just not strong enough. I care so much about people, but isn't friendship meant to be a two-way thing? Aren't they meant to be there for you as well when there's something you need to talk about. SOMETIMES I NEED SOME SUPPORT AS WELL. Yeah i'm selfish and yeah i'm too scared to ask for it most of the time, but I TRIED TO THIS WEEK, told you i needed to talk, told you i needed someone. But i'm not worth your time am i? Not worth the effort. I'm just here if YOU need something. And that's still the case, always. I'll always be here. I just wish that i meant as much to you as you do to me