well... what are they? i don't have any. If i died today the only people who'd give a fuck are my parents. But they'd get over it. I don't understand. I don't understand why I feel this way... I don't enjoy doing anything anymoer. I really couldn't care less... Its the same old same old. I feel like I'm half aslep all day, but I can't get sleep at night, and when I do get sleep I can't get enough... I crave hugs. I tried hugging myself. I wish someone loved me. I wish I could love myself. I don;t know. I really don't understand. It used to be okay and now I'm all fucked up. What happened? I am so confused. I wish I could just not be a part of anything anymore. I don't have the energy.