My friends have withdrawn from me. At least that's what it feels like. I haven't talked to any of them in a while, and none of them have tried to contact me. I already went through this with my family, now it seems like my remaining friends are doing the same. I can't say I blame them. I wouldn't want to be friends with me either. I'm worthless. This just reinforces my decision to end my life. I know it's got to be the right choice.